My heart is cold and dead, solidified
Hiding away from anything that hurts
So alone by choice, playing the victim
And I know my voice will keep me alive
Push your love away, push your love away
When I need it, when I need it
Push your love away, push your love away
When I feel it, when I feel it
Waiting for it to fall through
When I feel like I'm the cancer
Wishing I was alone and feeling lonely
'Cause sometimes it's hard enough
Just being alive
And sometimes I just need to lay my head down
Push your love away, push your love away
When I need it, when I need it
Push your love away, push your love away
When I feel it, when I feel it
Why do I run from what I am?
Why am I addicted to the pain?
So f*cking sick of feeling miserable
Feeling like I'll never change
Push your love away, push your love away
When I need it, when I need it
Push your love away, push your love away
When I feel it, when I feel it
Push your love away, push your love away
When I need it, when I need it
Push your love away, push your love away
When I feel it, when I feel it