The Aisle (Let me love you) Video (MV)

I have done a lot of bad shit in my life
But never would I thought that you will twist the knife
I have a lot of fears, a lot of trauma and anxiety
But i survived it all and I never thought I will be sleeping with the enemy
Let me love you
My heart is broken, my body's woken
But why it feels like there's something missing ?
I tried to change through the pain and sweat
And even so you wouldn't reset
It's ironic how all I did was change
But all you did was find it strange
I survived 30 years of pain
But all of this is making me drain
OUT!
I can't go further, I don't need a server
A mercer, a purser, a time preserver
I'm diabolical, hide my feelings
Shot me down with no extra healings
Kill me out and put out a sideboard
You did your part, you took your sword
I know this is over
I see it in your words
I don't wanna give up
And let you fly with all the birds
I survived 30 years of pain
But all of this is making me drain
OUT!
Before you stab me in the back
Just look me in the eyes
Whatever happened or will happen
Just know that I love you
I know this is over
I see it in your words
I don't wanna give up
And let you fly with all the birds
Living in fear and denial
Have doubts at the aisle
Through lies and the cuts
Is not what I planned for us
Let me love you
Living in fear and denial
Have doubts at the aisle
Through lies and the cuts
Is not what I planned for us
Is not what I planned for us
Let me love you
Every step feels so unknown
Hearts shaking like stones
Can we break through the wall
Will we rise or will we fall
Living in fear and denial
Have doubts at the aisle
Through lies and the cuts
Is not what I planned for us
Let me love you
Living in fear and denial
Have doubts at the aisle
Through lies and the cuts
Is not what I planned for us
Living in shadows all night
Trying to find the right light
Through the whispers and sighs
We keep asking the whys
Living in fear and denial
Have doubts at the aisle
Through lies and the cuts
Is not what I planned for us
Let me love you