Bird X - Vows We Swore Lyrics

I've been reduced to a lump of coal
My heart is broken with an open hole
I don't know if I will last the day

I look back on my memories
Where I gave you my love, and the keys
You don't want them now, you've tossed them all away

You were the light that lit my dark
I was the fuel, you were the spark
That pulled me deep from within my grave

That I dug for myself once before
Thinking I closed that damn door
I've been much better, I haven't

But I feel the same shadows creeping in
And the same God damn medicine
Is so hard to swallow, and it's hard to breathe

You don't see me, you don't need me, you don't love me no more
You don't touch me, you don't kiss me, when I come through the door
You don't hug me, you don't hold me, you don't know me anymore
Like the vows we swore

Many years together but none of that matters
If we were doing good, If say I'm flattered
We don't even sleep in the same bed

We're angry because we said too much
Now we don't make love, we don't even touch
The romance is dead

I tried to make you happy, I worked all night
So you could be happy and could sleep tight
But you were already gone

I've broken down my body, I've broken down my mind
All I'm asking for you is to be somewhat kind
But it's all gone wrong

But I feel the same shadows creeping in
And the same God damn medicine
Is so hard to swallow, and it's hard to breathe

You don't see me, you don't need me, you don't love me no more
You don't touch me, you don't kiss me, when I come through the door
You don't hug me, you don't hold me, you don't know me anymore
Like the vows we swore

Forever is for never
You think you are so clever
Making me cry

But I've been through this before
You can walk out that door
I won't die

I'll be fine

Insane
Morose
Neurotic
Overdose
Temper Tantrum
Freaked Out
Insecure
No Doubt
Everything is not okay, I wan the pain to go away

But I feel the same shadows creeping in
And the same God damn medicine
Is so hard to swallow, and it's hard to breathe

You don't see me, you don't need me, you don't love me no more
You don't touch me, you don't kiss me, when I come through the door
You don't hug me, you don't hold me, you don't know me anymore
Like the vows we swore

Of you don't love me anymore
Don't drag it on
Show me the door