Birdie - Sometimes I Cry Lyrics

I take a look at my life as it flashes 'fore my eyes

What the f*ck are my intentions
In this rap game tryin make a name for my myself
Fix my health, cause this life is f*cking killing me
Weed Jar empty so we switching to the Hennessy
Watching for my enemies cause I'm a f*cking hated man
Angry cause they're tryin ruin my master plan
I guess I missed Something, needed certain role models
Blinded by the streets so I was drinking 40 bottles
Lost control of the ship nearly crashed into the rocks
I ain't ya normal rapper man I've never sold rocks
To heal the pain yeh, I started smoking a lot of pot
But it's a hard to pay when you ain't got dollar
Shouts to my boys they, never fail to holla don't even bother
With the women cause they killing brothers patience
Overcrowded beds so the patients on the floor
Out the door take no more cause the kids are picking them 44.'s
Letting shots off at competition same age
Little does know he's got 12 gauge retaliation ending in the cemetery
Lives lost, mothers mourn, and it's f*cking getting to me
Runnin outta time speak my mind only seven... teen
Lord will I get to ghetto heaven, please!
Live a naughty life think the cops are watching
Looking out my window just waiting for a swatting
Don't blame me I just wanna get P-A-I-D
Don't understand why these people hate me
Sometimes I f*cking cry cause there's so much f*cking pain
World's getting colder and it's driving me insane, look...
Somebody euthanize me!
Hypnotise me
Look in my eyes not around them you're under
Don't be calling me up when I'm in my f*cking slumber
Talking bout that where do we go when we're asleep
Shits irrelevant cause how the f*ck am I meant to eat!
50 pounds to my name ngl I'm scared
Lord, do you care about our struggles on welfare?
Poverty hurts I can tell you it is not fair!
And for those who can't relate, count yourself f*cking lucky
Life is f*cking precious so make it count trust me!
One day I hope to make it where people know my name
First I wanna get paid and when I speak make the world change
Hope I'm high when I die
Sometimes I cry

I'm humbled, hopeless and heartbroken
I can't sleep so I stay up all night smoking
Every 7 days you can tell I'm on the 24
So I can buy the Benz, jewellery and many more
False imprisonment can get a lot of brothers down
Spent a night in jail cause he wanna clown around
Bitch got guilty so he's facing jail time now
Still write ya letters every week and you can call me if ya need
Life carries on and I'm waiting for you to leave
Words of wisdom from myself until I f*cking die
Until that f*cking day I'll keep on getting f*cking high
(I take a look at my life, as it flashes fore my eyes)
Look, Sometimes I cry

Yo, we need to escape the stereotype of males being these cold hearted machines you know
Whether your white, black, Mexican, Asian, British, American, french, f*cking Argentinian I don't give a shit
How you gonna be a man when your moms got cancer
Your brothers a victim of knife crime
You're staving how you gonna be a f*cking man!
F*ck everyone else's opinion it's okay to cry
Your job is seeing who you can trust because there's a lot of fake ass bitches in this world who only care about them themselves
Birdie, the underdog,West Midlands finest in this
Shout out to all the motherf*ckers who've supported me in this
Friend or foe
Shittt I dunno