I prayed for an escape from this place, that I recognized as hell
I cursed the sky, forgot myself, the more I looked the longer I fell
I spent my days dreaming about life last season, when the grass was green, and the sun shined so bright
I had the nerve to reject your help. I chose to neglect the thoughts inside, I searched to find my new life
What if I am wrong
What if you've been right all along
Because all I see is the darkness, but you're insisting that if I open my eyes
I'll see the light
I felt myself hit the ground, as I gained everything I thought I needed
I found myself desperate for everything I never wanted to see again
Truth is I don't know what I need. Truth is I don't know who I want to be
You say if I stay I might find peace, but honestly I don't know if I want relief
What if I am wrong
What if you've been right all along
Because all I see is the darkness, but you're insisting that if I open my eyes
I'll see the light