An honest confession, of a warrior within, of a self-destructive mind
Deprived body and dark heart filled with violent art, dystopian mind that I want to depart from
Ladies and gentlemen the stage is set, blade's on the neck, regenerated? Or is my life long gone and faded?
It's all the same for me, I can never rest
Drowning myself in drink, hoping for eternal sleep
Popping pills just to avoid those whispers that kill
Still I dance to the voices inside of my head
Will I ascend?
Every damn night I spend contemplating suicide
Is this the night, worth a fight for reanimation?
No answers in sight, still seeking to find the light
Tired of lying, fake smiling, don't wanna to pretend, it is time to ascend
In a struggle, with an antagonist
Who breathes, looks, thinks, exactly like me
Calling me out, every time i have a doubt
Heaven or hell, it's all the same for me
Every damn night I spend contemplating suicide
Is this the night, worth a fight for reanimation?
No answers in sight, still seeking to find the light
Tired of lying, fake smiling, don't wanna to pretend, it is time to ascend
Will I ascend?
An honest confession, of a warrior within
Heaven or hell, it's all the same for me
I just want to end this atrocity