Blaaktearz - Matrix Lyrics

I seem to take my life too serious like I'm in the matrix
I Feel like I ain't got time to chill
Heart steady racing
I try to live my life in moments
So I wouldn't waste it
So many things I'm facing
I think I'm losing patience
Thoughts linger in my mind
They stay in circulation
I rather keep it to myself
I hate the conversations
Addicted to the solitude
Ion need vacations
I changed my lane & my route
I guess I'll figure it out

And Lately I've been thinking deeply tryna find escape
That's why I travel different places puts a smile to my face
I like to live the simple life
But dream of living lavish
I like to close my eyes & pray because I'm full of faith
Because I know they steady hoping that I fade away
And I just rather keep my distance & just drift away
Live my life away live my life away

I don't need me an umbrella I'll just walk thru rain
I'll just feel the pain I'll just feel the rain
They say time will only heal but it won't be the same
I swear I try to change myself in everything I do
Every decision I make & every action I take
Like I'm just Dying to live, but I'm just living to die
Its seems like my life is a movie and I'll let it play
No replays
No rewinds
I'll just follow the signs
Like I'm just searching to find
I just keep fighting my mind
I swear sometimes it's too deep
Like there's no way out
But at the end of the tunnel I dig myself out
I just Get stuck in my ways
I'll know they'll be better days
Tryna forget to erase
I know I'm standing today
But don't know tomorrow
Tryna release all the sorrow
Tryna get right with the father
And make ah new path
Just to pave the way
Then I'll celebrate