Why I feel so at home
In such a lonely place
Became numb to the pain
To give my heart a break
Down bad on my d*ck
I hit my knees and pray
It's like no matter where I go
I feel the demons chase
But ima figure it out one day
The sun won't come out Today
I feel like darkness comforts me
In all reality
Relations are bad for me
Man, I just can't afford another casualty
I just feel it's all bad
(It's all bad)
(It's all bad)
I just feel it's all bad
(It's all bad)
(It's all bad)
I just feel it's all bad
(I just feel it's all bad)
I just feel it's all bad
(It's all bad)
When comin out the trenches
Nobody give you sh*t
I poke chest out
I'm like f*ck em
Ima make it big
No I can't go back to the trap
I gotta make it rich
So when I go back for my Family
You can't tell me shit
Nah n*gga, ain't no hand outs
You can call it what you want
I was stuck in the mud
I had to fend on my own
So when I went back off to college
N*ggas wanna hit my phone
B*tches tellin me they miss me
Yeah, they won't leave me alone
But I gotta make a difference
They wanna see me in the trenches
Locked up or sliden with them grave diggas
Twin glock with extensions
A make a n*gga come up missin
Body bagged
Somebody found em in the ditches
Man I gotta make it out
Cuz I can't be dead up in these streets
That's on the gang and family
Man I can't make it out
Cuz of n*ggas just like me
Who don't know if they'll see 18
So why I feel so at home
In such a lonely place
Became numb to the pain
To give my heart a break
Down bad on d*ck
I hit my knees and pray
Its like no matter where I go
I feel the demons chase
But ima figure it out one day
The sun won't come out Today
I feel like darkness comforts me
In all reality
Relations are bad for me
Man, I just can't afford another casualty
I just feel its all bad
(It's all bad)
(It's all bad)
I just feel its all bad
(It's all bad)
(It's all bad)
I just feel its all bad
(It's all bad)
(It's all bad)
I just feel its all bad
(I just feel its all bad)