[B]lack Adam - Death//infinite Life Lyrics

I've been afraid of living
Nigga I'm prepared to die
Hold that pistol to my head
And tell my momma not to cry
Spill that liquor on my grave
Taint my soul with all your pain
Light the spliff and fade away
This is death at 25

(Death XXV)
Bitch I'm not afraid of death
But I'm afraid of when I die
I Went to hell and told the devil I was heaven sent by god
Nigga Holy is the one who taught the angels the how to lie
They pushed lucifer off of the mountain hoping he could fly

I'm just the piece of disaster
Center of laughter
Tried many things but this curse ever lasting
I wish that me and my girl never lasted
I wish that some of my Niggaz were pastors
Look why you judging
You don't live my life
All the things I done seen and the people that died
And you try have me killed
How you sleeping at night
Shit I thought I had demons but nigga you tight

See when my granny died
My spirit also consigned
I remember at the day of her burial shit I cried
I ain't know nothing much but f*ck it I was only 5
Left hand holding my mother right by my fathers side
After that I started growing up
My dad started to open up and said
Your grandmother never died of a heart attack
F*ck it
My drug use was rustic
But nigga this demon I honed inside never budging
F*ck it

The (B) is for (B)lack Adam
Nigga this when I met Adam
The spirits roaming my room never wanted me be happy
Take it
I might overdose
I'll never die just coming close
Wake up in the ICU
I'll lie and say my meds was roped
Nigga I'm type to lie after I take an oath
Police force will never break me not even the pope
Every f*ck up that I did will stay in my home
When I die 6 feet niggaz will never know

(Infinite Life)
Gamanthic records
Like the holocaust
Nazi soldiers wanna follow back
I'm a ruthless leader
Better strap your belly it's a flying nigga with atomic mass
Hip pop I breathe
Drink poetry
Backwoods rolling and I smoke em trees
Eat shrooms like carrots now a nigga see
All the f*ckery these niggaz pull on me
Drain all the blood into the red sea
Gama radi all a nigga breathe
Lysergic stickers for the family
We took a trip and never lived to see
My darling Adam and my Beauty eve
I buried Abel
Then I went to sleep
I spoke to Micheal and we made amends
Nigga Death a price that never coming cheap

Southside nigga
I'm a southside nigga
We got pistols
We got bitches
In the southside nigga
Swear my life is infinite the way I smoke guaais nigga
I'm the product,plug and alchemist so run by Nigga
What you need

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