Nodding out in your own decay
Traded your tomorrow for one today
You owe a debt that I cannot repay
Shoot it up and take em' down
Drag the bodies all round' town
I try to scream but I don't make a sound
Lined up finger on the trigger
Will I pull it
I figure if I don't I'll deny
That I ever did try
That's where you and I differ
My slight of hand is swifter
I know my disease is by design
I prey on poison and it's eatin' my time
It's unbearably cruel
The things that I do to myself
Prop me up and watch me crash
Take my years and burn my cash
I try my best but I know it won't last
Stand up just a little stiffer
Will you flinch
I know you're a quitter
You know in my doubt
I'd rather be with than without
That's where you and I differ
In bloom while you wither