Black Tar Jesus - Once Again Lyrics

Once again
I went through hell
Sweating off that crystal shell
Days that last a couple of weeks
The echoes of unfulfilled needs
Yeah, I did wrong to even try
Cause since that day
Well, everything went suddenly awry
Low, high
At least before I didn't have to lie
Bone dry
There's something evil lurking in my eye
I can't let go

Every day, I struggle hard
It's like a knife went through my heart
I can't explain the urge I feel
Is anything here even real
The meth pipe looked like Jupiter
It tasted awful
Yet I couldn't put it down
An utter hell
Life to me seems like completely soaked aquarelle
Tell me where there's too much blue
For real, I can't let go

Hold me close, let me be
I can't write no more
After this, it's just either or