Blair Studios - Blame Lyrics

Fights, screams
I got used already
Nothing is what it seems
Here comes the truth
Are you ready
Only child
A family full of failures
Violent uncles
Alcoholic cousins
Everyone is lost in darkness
They relied all hope on me
Smart, kind girl
The answer is plain see
Since I was twelve
My heart stopped
I knew I couldn't take anymore

How am I to tell you
Who are you to change me
How should I make sense
When I got millions on my mind
Why should I keep looking
Can't you see I'm breaking
I can't stand anymore

I'll become a singer
I should've never said that
I'm sorry, it was the way
Now I write my pain into words
Ain't I pathetic
Now all of you blame me
All of you say
Music equals failure
Are you kidding
Look at you
I don't even feel free at home
I broke the honor
I ripped apart
What you told me to protect
I can't apologize for this
Seeing you hurts me
When I come out I know
I won't be myself

How am I to tell you?
Who are you to change me
How should I make sense
When I got millions on my mind
Why should I keep looking
Can't you see I'm breaking
I can't stand anymore

Everything is your fault
She screamed
I rushed upstairs
Hid again, wiping tears away
Her words can't touch me
But what hurts
Is that the only person
I can blame is myself
How am I to blame you
How am I to change this
Wait
Who are you to blame me
For your own mistakes
No one