Blak Heni - Mixed Emotions Lyrics

My empire built with pain
We done made it out the drought
Mama crying shoulda listened
When she said don't leave the house
Most day I be wit it pacc up n hit the yo
Some days ion feel it I feel better in my home

I think I'm having Mixed emotions
Ion sip no lean I call it potion
It help me fix my heart when it's broken
The hatred in my heart can't control it
I still wear the scars and they open
I still wear the scars cause they open
Yea the scars yea they open
Yea the scars can't control it

Traumatized tried to knock me off in broad day
So I put pain in every bullet feel like rod wave
It Ain't no game in them trenches they'll call heads
And if he ain't who we wanted well I'm sorry
I pull up now they see me they like no way
Feel like Roddy rich cause ima war baby
That lil bih she sing my adlibs she like your way
That shit there turn me on it feel like foreplay
In the the paint I feel like jokic
Think I'm hoopin how I put my wrist in motion
I hate you had to leave but you chose it
I Tried to keep my heart but you stole it
I done survived a lotta shit
You said you would ride but never did
You chose a side u wish u didn't
N it's hurtin your pride just to admit it

I think You having Mixed emotions
Just don't sip no lean call it potion
It help you fix ya heart when it's broken
The hatred in ya heart can't control it
You still wear the scars cause they open
You still wear the scars cause they open
Yea ya scars yea they open
So much pain can't control it

So much pain in my body I'm feeling all alone
I know some niggas wanna kill me but I gotta make it home
I Know some niggas in the system that ain't never coming home
Them people set u up for failure then they scream they put u on
I done survived a lot shit that u won't think about
I done did so much of shit I can't een announce
Now I'm always in some in some shit that you can't een pronounce
In my hood it's some bodies that'll never be found

I think I'm having Mixed emotions
Ion sip no lean I call it potion
It help me fix my heart when it's broken
The hatred in my heart can't control it
I still wear the scars and they open
I still wear the scars cause they open
Yea the scars yea they open
Yea the scars can't control it