Blake Harris - Affection Lyrics

All of our friends said we'd be good together
When it was cold I would offer my sweater
Now I'm regretting the things that I said
I was so blind now I've caused this big mess

The weather is changing and so is my heart
The leaves keep on breaking I'm falling apart
I miss when our walks were filled with such joy
Now I wish you'd chosen a different boy

I've been losing affection
My sense of direction
I feel disconnection
I need to work on my own self reflection

I know you love me that's why its so hard
I wish I had stopped this from getting so far
The longer I wait the more cracks will happen
I'm sorry girl but I'm just not happy

You did nothing wrong girl I made the mistake
And now I'm the guy that you'll definitely hate
You are so kind so smart and so gentle
I've been the problem with my shitty mental so (please)

I've been losing affection
My sense of direction
I feel disconnection
I need to work on my own self reflection