Blazzee - Heaven's Gate (feat. D-Lo & Y.Blazzee) Lyrics

I wonder if I die tonight will I ever make it up to the heaven gates
Or go down to ah darker place
Tell me should I be taking these drugs to levitate up to a brighter place
Or should I sit and meditate
I wonder if the ones that say they love me really down for me and not my change
And pray that they don't ever change
And all the people that changed on me suck ah d*ck and throw your life away
Suck ah d*ick and throw your life away

As I lay staring at death,with this heart we use to share
My soul driven to dispare, I lost the tears I had left
With no remorse for myself, I let you go to the next
I see ya smile in my head, while I'm drowning in my depression
Suck ah d*ck and throw ya life away
N*gga dont you make ah move less you got the right-a-way
Im feeling A-O-k, but can get violent
Don't make today yo day cause you can die today
Now I'm on, so if you aint talking money you can go
All this sauce up on me aint no reason to hate on ya
My Pistal stay on me take precautions getting close
Im just ah 90's baby out here on my own
Hands on me, Bands on me
Put these hands on three n*ggas playing low key
I don't see ah n*gga less ah n*gga ran through me
I gotta stick & move no glue
Get my peoples through
Pushing through the storm looking through to god you wouldn't know the odds trust me
Polarizing just nothing
Sober lies are cold goodbyes
Can't socialize in public
N*gga roll the dice say f*ck it
Sh*ts ugly
And even when it rain its sunny get money
And even when you aim for nothing hit something
And even when ya change get funny don't change up on me
Aint the same you homie

I wonder if I die tonight will I ever make it up to the heaven gates
Or go down to ah darker place
Tell me should I be taking these drugs to levitate up to a brighter place
Or should I sit and meditate
I wonder if the ones that say they love me really down for me and not my change
And pray that they don't ever change
And all the people that changed on me suck ah d*ck and throw your life away
Suck ah d*ick and throw your life away

Glock forty on me please don't die today
Momma had the finer things I took the harder way
Gave my love to this b*tch she through my heart away
Them was the darkest days
But drug using emptyed the pain
So Long its your life
Eat these slugs on site
Cause I told you from the start to respect me like your god
You said that your not
Now your out here on the side
Yea I'm on thugging with my n*ggas in the zone
Pull up on you let them pistols go and now you gone
Go Back to the trap and rap about it in ah song
Smoking dope until her f*cking face num

I wonder if I die tonight will I ever make it up to the heaven gates
Or go down to ah darker place
Tell me should I be taking these drugs to levitate up to a brighter place
Or should I sit and meditate
I wonder if the ones that say they love me really down for me and not my change
And pray that they don't ever change
And all the people that changed on me suck ah d*ck and throw your life away
Suck ah d*ick and throw your life away