BLEVEX - I hope you're ok Lyrics

It's almost been 4 months since our love was drugged
I don't wanna blame you or me for what has been done
I just wanna hug
I just wanna have some fun
I just wanna feel some love
And maybe put down the gun
To many nights of none but hey
If you listen to this
Babygirl I f*cking love you
I swear that I tried to make things right
I was doped up on some love too
Ride or die you were the arms
I would go up and i would hold too
I close my eyes and all I can think about is you
I keep on reminiscing about the f*cking past
On shit I wish I had back
Shit that has been gone and going on and on
Baby we use to be on and off
Now we off for so long
I'm starting to zone off
I don't want to suffer with having you gone
I lost myself trynna be your everything
I'm so stuck to the fact that
I was gonna get you a diamond ring
Take you up by the beach
And tell you some things
To keep inside your mind for me
But as soon as we can see
The sooner we can be in peace
If you listen to this
Babygirl I f*cking love you
I swear that I tried to make things right
I was doped up on some love too
Ride or die you were the arms
I would go up and i would hold too
I close my eyes and all I can think about is you