Erase the memory of the past, and yet it still haunts me
F*cked up, how I turned out to be
I'll keep living this way
Hurting myself
To be the person you want to see
Take it all from me
I can't stand to let you leave
It always lingers in my head
It tells me that I'm not shit
I can't abide to your f*cked up standards
I beat myself, I tell you that I am alright
On and on for the thousandth time
Shallow intentions brought to light
It's always hidden in plain sight
How can I possibly ignore when it's me who dies tonight
Gasp for air, you shove me down as I choke on my self doubt
Hurting myself
To be the person you want to see
Erase the memory