Suffering in silence, a lifetime of decay
Never ending violence, dig myself a shallow grave
I can't see clearly
Just give me room to breathe
Slowly dying
So f*cking close to dying
Rip out my eyes, and let the teeth shatter on the floor
Burning inside, I just want you to mutilate me more
Just so I can feel something
I just want to feel like I'm worth being me
Shattered, abandoned, strangled and torn
Nothing left of me since I was born
Useless and beaten straight to the nerve
It's what I believe I deserve
Suffering in silence, a lifetime of decay
Never ending violence, dig myself a shallow grave
DEATHTRIPPA:
Suffering in silence,
Though my thoughts scream out in pain,
Existence with the only purpose to f*cking die
Every time I start to get better I just want things to keep going well
My illness will keep dragging me to the ground
It's nothing special, nothing profound
Too much pressure and I want to break
Over committing and too busy being fake
If I start calm down I'll start doing worse
All I want is to exist I don't want it to hurt
BLIND EQUATION:
Rip out my eyes, and let the teeth shatter on the floor
Burning inside, I just want you to mutilate me more
Just so I can feel something
I just want to feel like I'm worth being me
Shattered, abandoned, strangled and torn
Nothing left of me since I was born
Useless and beaten straight to the nerve
It's what I f*cking deserve
(Suffering in silence, I cannot wait to die)
Hidden scars inside of me, a mournful sigh