The light fades away
Into the void I decay
Left in the dark
Days into weeks, months to years
It always ends, solace to tears
The warmth can't stay forever, this soul that I have severed
I never wanted it to end up like this but it's too late to quit
A self imposed mental prison
A self imposed lifetime of suffering
The warmth can't stay forever, this life that I have severed
I never wanted it to end up like this but it's too late to quit
I'll never stop these habits
I'll never truly change
Until it slowly takes the f*cking better part of me
My mind is forever blurred
Never have room to breathe
Stuck in a vicious cycle
That one day will be the end of me
If you told me that I would feel this way forever
I would count the days until my final breath
I'm grateful every day I didn't kill myself,
But there's a constant burden that I'm inching closer to my death