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I see the future, and it is not bright
Feels like I'm swimming limbless
If nobody can fix this, it could bring my greatest fears to life

The garden state is no longer my home,
Not while it's where all my demons roam.
They're in my head, they're in my dreams
They come alive in everything I see

Yes, I know
There's room to grow
Even trees take root with hell below

I see the future, and it is not bright
Feels like I'm swimming limbless
If nobody can fix this, it could bring my greatest fears to life

I didn't start at the bottom
I stumbled here, I crumbled here
And here is where I'll stay
There's no one else to blame

How long can I live in denial?
Cheeks hurt from faking a smile
Everywhere I go, and everything I see
Doesn't put that spark inside of me

I see the future, and it is not bright
Feels like I'm swimming limbless
If nobody can fix this, it could bring my greatest fears to life

I may be floating, but I'm still here
I feel like no one is listening
Are you getting the picture?
I might not make it through the year