Spring Video (MV)

I want to be new
I'm done feeling used

I'm caved in
I wasted all my breath trying to be somebody
I am not somebody

I'm a drop of rain in the ocean
A grain of sand on the beach
Search all across those salty shores
You'd never find me
All my hero's live like masochists
Suffering to create
I want to be like them
So I tell myself I'm better off this way

I want to be new
I'm done feeling used

But I'm caved in
I caved in

I'm gone
You'd think that I'd have learned not to just shoot from the hip
But why should I give a shit?
No, that's the same damn song
That's trapped me here for some years now
Can't get it out of my head how

I'm a drop of rain in the ocean
A grain of sand on the beach
Search all across those salty shores
You'd never find me
I refuse to be defined by a disease
I'm more than that, I can't let it be my identity

I want to be new
I'm done feeling used
And now that spring is here
I'll shed no tears for what I lost this winter
Flowers bloom, I'm changing too
I can go on without you

I will go on without you

I'm not crazy, just been down lately
Never used to be so god damn lazy
But one day you'll see, that boy is not me
One day, you'll see
That boy is not me

Will May bring me flowers, maybe
Will May bring me flowers, we'll see