Blind Lion - Thaw Lyrics

Don't look at me
I am not someone who can save you
Hell, I can't even save myself
I feel as if I've lost all direction
Maybe I'm worthless
Do I deserve this?
It's gone too far to just dismiss
I'm sure you're sick of all my self-deprecation, but shit
Not sure how else to get my point across

One more year down the drain
As I still watch the rain come pouring down

As I look around me now, I wonder why I wanted this
All the things I believed when I was young were full of shit
This is not what I had dreamed, no
The voice in my head screams, "just let go"

December will get colder
Come January I'll be frozen
I'm searching for a sun to thaw me out