Blixxack - Ultrasound (Prod. Anno Domini Nation) Lyrics

I was young and foolish, I was blinded by the lust
So I wasn't really thinkin' that a condom was a must
I was gettin' laid, and ironically I didn't give a f**k
All I wanted was to get up in that chic and bust a nut
She left my place, I never thought to call her back
Hit my boys up instead to tell 'em how I handled that
Told 'em how we did it, and how I hit it back to back
Exaggerated just a little so they had to dap
That one smash is something I barely thought about
Til she called me late one random night and tears were pouring out
She said she missed her period
I could have sworn I pulled out, but then I had flashback, I'm an idiot
She said what you wanna do? I said it's up to you
We ain't finished school and money ain't really comin through
May be I can get another job and that would make it two
Whatever you decide to choose, I'll be here supportin you... but

I'm starin' at what could have been my child and all I can do is cry while I'm lookin' at this ultrasound
She could have been my daughter, don't know what I'd have called her, I'm just lookin' at this ultrasound
The guilt is killin' me, I should have known that killin' you was killin' me, I'm a monster now
Wish I could have seen your face, I hope you're in a better place
And karma's gonna get me coz it goes around
The guilt is killin' me, I should have known that killin' you was killin' me, I'm a monster now
Wish I could have seen your face, I hope you're in a better place
And karma's gonna get me coz it goes around

Before she hung up, she said lets meet in person
My every thought was bad and only seemed to worsen
Couldn't sleep for days was sweatin' like I had a fever
I wasn't ready, and I know she wasn't either
Didn't know what I was gonna say in front of family
Her dad's a pastor, at least my father might understand me
I said "F**k it!", I got on Google and started searching
How to be a good parent, had to do a lot of learning
The day we planned to meet, I was ready to let her know
That I want her to have this child regardless of how much dough
We have or don't have coz it's a gift from above
I was gonna shower my baby with kisses and love... but
When I saw her she was lookin' weak and started cryin'
Told me if she said it was an easy choice she would be lying
She handed me the sonogram and said you're gone
Now I mourn my angel, hope in heaven you have found a home

I'm starin' at what could have been my child and all I can do is cry while I'm lookin' at this ultrasound
She could have been my daughter, don't know what I'd have called her, I'm just lookin' at this ultrasound
The guilt is killin' me, I should have known that killin' you was killin' me, I'm a monster now
Wish I could have seen your face, I hope you're in a better place
And karma's gonna get me coz it goes around
The guilt is killin' me, I should have known that killin' you was killin' me, I'm a monster now
Wish I could have seen your face, I hope you're in a better place
And karma's gonna get me coz it goes around