Blkzen - MY ADHD ACTING UP. Lyrics

Bad thoughts in my head
And even though I don't wanna
I'm thinking 'em over
I don't wanna let them in
But they drawing me closer
To open the door up
It's too insidious
It's creeping through the veil
I'm drowning deeper by the second
Chasing Davy Jones tale
You would've thought I learned my lesson
Curiosity kills
Maybe it's right this time I can't tell
Okay okay okay
Maybe I'm crazy
I did I did everything
To change it yeah
Would you love me
If I was crazy
Or would you decide
You don't want me around
My ADHD acting up
It comes off
Like I don't give a f*ck
My ADHD acting up
It comes off
Like I don't give a f*ck
I'm smoking strong
To keep my sanity
Fifty feet from NPCs
Keep your calm
Please stop hounding me
Paranoid not many friends for me
I just don't feel your energy
This world gives me anxiety
The next one keep on calling me
I barely know myself
So tell me how can you yea
I struggle when I do my best
Sometimes I feel so useless
Gotta stay on the move
Long goodbyes ain't my style
It won't do me good
If I'm living in denial
Okay okay okay
Maybe I'm crazy
I did I did everything
To change it yeah
Would you love me
If I was crazy
Or would you decide
You don't want me around
My ADHD acting up
It comes off
Like I don't give a f*ck
My ADHD acting up
It comes off
Like I don't give a f*ck