Monster You Made Video (MV)

I'm alone with my thoughts again
Waiting for a sign or a spark
Instead I feel the fingers tighten cold around my throat
Until the tips can touch and the world is cold
I think the mirrors f*ckin with me
Cause that ain't my face
And in the shattered pieces
Think I found my place
Under the tainted faith and ripped pages
And now I'm hearing what the demons in my head are saying
F*ck a moment of enlightenment I'm digging my nails in deep enough to
Leave a scar a cat of nine tails
And struggling to keep from slipping into my purgatorial nightmares
Know I gotta fight when I see the nights here
Tethered to a simulation
Walk around up in a dream, and the revelation's when
I wake up and I feel the f*ckin pain again
I grab a shovel and I bury it away again
Just close your eyes
I see em walking away
Abandoned like a mistake, you erase me
Just close your eyes
Cause when you look in my face
You'll recognize I'm the monster you made me
I was born to a world that was destined to never listen
Tear me apart, reassembled but still somethings missing
Shed the skin
Fight the f*cking wreck
Try toRebuild myself
I'm Still a f*ckin mess
I see blood on the hands of the wanna be innocent
With a knife in the back, crack the mirror
F*ck the vision in it
Villainous, something inside growing malevolent
Craving the black blood
Revenge and the decadent
Eyes blacked out
Sitting alone in the mother f*cking darkness
They left me in
I'm the monster you made so f*ckin let me in
Every body gather round and watch my end begin
I dance with the devils inside
Time play with the demons inside of my mind
I know that you lied when you said that you gave a f*ck
And I lied when I said that I'm fine
Just close your eyes
I see em walking away
Abandoned like a mistake, you erase me
Just close your eyes
Cause when you look in my face
You'll recognize I'm the monster you made me
I can't make the fragments fit into this picture
So I cracked it back into a different script
I took your frame and twisted it
Poured the plaster and I put my face into a f*ckin mask
And from the blackened eyes you'll get no reaction
And a heart of stone you'll find cold and flat
With no sense of empathy, I haunt your mind
Til I'm the reason you can't fall asleep at night
I'm hiding the face that they hated
Hiding the fact that inside I am breaking
Growing so cynical
Anger and pain still residual
But hatred was always mine for the taking
It didn't have to be like this
I never even really wanted to exist
Shit
Love me then leave me
Dismiss it
Now you only help feed my abyss
Bitch
Just close your eyes
I see em walking away
Abandoned like a mistake, you erase me
Just close your eyes
Cause when you look in my face
You'll recognize I'm the monster you made me