Bloodveil - Close Lyrics

I think you know that I'm terrified to keep you close
Yet I'm still coaxed
Fragile but dangerous, I feel your fingers on my neck
This pain seems intimate
I think you're bad for me but I just can't resist
Even while I'm bleeding out, you're still stuck inside my head
Old memories etched in my back, with the sounds still clear and loud
I'm always crawling back so we can reenact the scene
Answer me honestly: Is this what you wanted
To make me your hostage
Break me like nobody else before you
Nothing hurts quite like you do
After it's all done you always wonder if I'll be back
You know the f*cking answer every single time you ask
You want me desperately, I think you're caging me
But I'm too scared to ask where you've put the key
Wait.. can we just take a moment to breathe
Is this really where we want this thing to lead
Your fingertips have left imprints too deep and I don't think they'll ever leave
Answer me honestly: Is this what you wanted
To make me your hostage
Break me like nobody else before you
Nothing hurts quite like you do
Don't come any closer
I'm terrified to keep you close
Yet I'm still coaxed
I'm trying to sober up
So I can't keep you close
I'm sorry, but it's
Over
Keep your distance
Stay far away
I won't ask again