Blooming Discord - Satellized Lyrics

I'm on the brink of collapse
A single blink, I won't last
Been fooling around so much I can't afford the feeling of guilt, but it's out of my control
I cannot turn back time, now disaster's coming soon
Been fighting against my own self, wrestled, struggled for ages to dig my hole
Slowly turning into my sweet heartwarming tomb
I'm safe in the dark of night, where I find my true self
Hiding from the light, with nobody else
A silent plague in my mind
(I feel so helpless though I'm not alone)
A killing spree by design
(Need time off from everyone I know)
Bound by the second chances I was given by (they're given by)
The very people that should rather wish I died (should wish I died)
Trying to escape this made-up galaxy of lies
It's a matter of time before I finally realize
I'm safe in the dark of night, where I find my true self
Hiding from the light, with nobody else
How should I mend for my mistakes
When confessors ignore pain you confide
Will my tormentors resuscitate
Gonna let my fate decide
Spiraling out of reach
Every hope every dream
Every barrier I breach
Condemns my self-esteem
Holding onto the fear
Long enough to unsee
What hinders me when I'm here
To bend my destiny
I'm safe in the dark of night, where I find my true self
Hiding from the light, with nobody else