If being hurt is so normal for you
Then how we gon feel love?
I made many mistakes but ya shoved me out ya life
I hope your looking up not looking down
Not looking back looking above
For greener pastures better partners
Ones who will tolerate getting drained
I'm not asking what I'm moving forward
I won't reside in the same shame over a dame
Seeing the dawn on my lonely
Being solo is better than living in pain
Better than questioning if I'm always insane
Yeah she vampiric
Yeah My heart yeah she steal it
Yeah She vampiric
Yeah my heart
I feel drained
I must refrain
Must refrain from
Getting close
I'm stepping back
You f*cked me up
Just cause u lacked
This is not what I asked for this shit is whacked
Mistreatment on the docks wondering if the boat rocks
Will I get shut out into the darkness get locked
When I'm crying, do you hear me ?
Or do you just turn away
Oh When I'm crying, don't dis me
We must communicate
I'm still crying
I'm Still crying
I'm Still crying over you
I'm still crying
I'm Still crying
I'm Still crying over you
But I will not shed one more tear
I'm done with the fear I'm gon move into the new year
You invoke anxiety you bring, everything that means
I got poked prodded eluded by attention ends to means
Affection no inner dimensions for love on your team
I tried hard honey I tried and if you don't see
The blind mind sees how my hearts weak at knees
I still weep but to you it don't mean a thing
Cause I don't mean a thing
When I'm crying, do you hear me ?
Or do you just turn away
Oh When I'm crying, don't dis me
We must communicate
When I'm crying, do you hear me ?
Or do you just turn away
Oh When I'm crying, don't dis me
We must communicate