Blu3 - What I Go Thru (feat. Jimbo Slice & C-Love) Lyrics

I'm out on the highway alone, sippin' and blowin' on strong
Got rid of the pack and it's gone, just drivin', don't wanna go home
I'm due to work in like four hours, I ain't sleepin' days and I need a shower
I'm on my grind, I'm out plantin' flowers, gotta watch my back, the city full of cowards
A lot of em, I used to call fam, what happened to em, I don't give a damn
Tried to feed em and they bit my hand, heartbroken, didn't understand
How somebody you'd give your life for could watch us up and not give a damn
These the ones that we ride for, on the front lines, that we die for
If at first we didn't succeed, we'd dust each other off and we would try more
Well I thought that was the plan, till I felt the blade in my kidney
Straight up stabbed me off in my back, guess what I thought was love was envy
Straight up stabbed me off in my back, guess what I thought was love was envy

Nobody knows what I go through, nobody knows what I go through
Wish you could put yourself inside my shoes, yeah
I got friends that ain't friends no more, left pieces of me along the road
Through the sunshine and the rain, I'm survivin' now, I keep smilin' through the pain

She was everything to me, I took her everywhere I went
I kept it solid like a G, gave her my heart and there she went
Yeah, she took it and disappeared, then reappeared with a baby
Tried to tell me that it was mine and I was like, bitch, is you crazy
I had a lot of cut for, some may seen her as my wife
So still daddy I was, I know y'all lookin' at me crazy
What's crazy is now the baby, the only thing I love of hers
I even left her, but it gets better, I still come get my son
They say I'm out here doin' God's work, I guess that's why I'm gettin' crucified
This life of mine's really kickin' my ass, no choice but to make it though
Because if you don't, the other option is die
Because if you don't, the other option is die

Nobody knows what I go through
Wish you could put yourself inside my shoes, hell yeah
I got friends that ain't friends no more
Left pieces of me are along the road
Through the sunshine and the rain
I'm survivin' now, keep smilin' through the pain

The pain that I live is constant, every day got me trippin' on some nonsense
Never felt love, felt the opposite, now I'm feelin' like I got no conscience
Friends and fam all disappeared, they all turned fake, now it's crystal clear
All by myself, but ain't need no help, man, I'm done with the pain, said I'm done with the tears
Every day fake a smile, cause you have to, as a man can't have no attitude
Got locked up and learned gratitude, now I learned respect, now I have to
Show them who I am, and, what I is, ain't nobody f*ckin' with kid
I'm the greatest ever, there ain't no better, get up on my level's what I'm tellin' you
Jimmy Slice on the mic, I'm the greatest ever, ain't no better than me on a level that can't be touched
Rise above the top, man, I do it, who the baddest is Jimmy Stewart

Don't let your kids listen to it, I'm the bad influence, so I might just do it
My day and mine's the future, or I teach em a lesson, trust in the Lord and not to be stressin

Nobody knows what I go through, I said nobody
Wish you could put yourself inside my shoes, hey
Got friends that ain't friends no more, that piss inside me a long time
Through the sunshine and the rain, I'm survivin' now, I keep smilin' through the pain