Blue Autumn - Your Heart Lyrics

I wonder if your mind wanders
Do you pinch yourself when I'm in your dreams
Do you sometimes contemplate
"Was it meant to be this way?"
And have you worked on your problems
Or did the separate only make me think
I know you're somewhere out there
And for all my mistakes I just wanted to say
I'm sorry I messed up your movie
And I'm sorry I wasn't all the things you were to me
I'm sorry I let all my issues misuse you and your heart
I'm sorry that I was so distant
When you needed me there but I wouldn't listen
I'm sorry I got so content with dismissing you and your heart
I wonder if you really hate me
Or if that's just what you portray
Cause I know my thoughts can be different
It really just depends on the day
And I wasn't well when it ended
And I had my problems I know
And I know my mistakes and all I wanna say to you is I'm sorry
I'm sorry I messed up your movie (I never meant to)
And I'm sorry I wasn't all the things you were to me
I'm sorry I let all my issues misuse you and your heart
I'm sorry that I was so distant (Cause I'm so sorry)
When you needed me there but I wouldn't listen
I'm sorry I got so content with dismissing you and your heart (It's all my fault)