blue pablo - under the influence Lyrics

I'm washing your feet
Under your streetlights
You've tasted freedom
But I would still follow you day and night
But you've lost your appetite
Maybe the wrong place
The wrong time
Just don't lie
We're fighting again and again and again
Cause I'm sensitive yeah again and again
Yeah you've put me through hell and it pains me to say
That I won't ever feel like I am enough
So stop making
Me cry so much
Oh baby please just stop
Yeah I'd like to be the center of your whole world
But I hate to admit that's not how it works
At least with you
What's wrong with me
Yeah
I'm too possessive
And your too impressive
But too immature
To see all the harm that you have caused
My self esteem is gone
Does it turn you on
When your mean
What the f*ck
Don't be such a jerk such a jerk such a jerk
Don't just kick me out kick me out kick me out (Don't just push me out)
Yeah you've put me through hell and it pains me to say
That I won't ever feel like I am enough
So stop making
Me cry so much
Oh baby please just stop
Yeah I'd like to be the center of your whole world
But I hate to admit that's not how it works
At least with you
What's wrong with me
You'd tell me I'm pretty
But I'd call bullshit quick
(It's all bs)
But I'd fall for all your jokes
Under the influence
So that we didn't fight
(So that we don't keep on fighting)
My god have I gone crazy
I pushed my love towards you
But you just kept me blue
So don't go blaming me
For your regret if you lose me
Yeah you've put me through hell and it pains me to say
That I won't ever feel like I am enough
So stop making
Me cry so much
Oh baby please just stop
Yeah I'd like to be the center of your whole world
But I hate to admit that's not how it works
At least with you
Do you even love me (Why don't you love me babe)
No
No you don't
At least it don't seem like it no it don't
No
Your f*cking up and you don't even know
No
I'm not an afterthought no
Not anymore
No
No
I'm so tired of being an afterthought
I crave attention and deserve it babe
Deserve all the attention I can get
And if you can't give me that than just say so