Blue Park Suites - It's Been Two Years Lyrics

It's been two years, how have you been?
Recollections constantly of my mistakes, when does it stop?
A connection that's still present and ignites in an instant
The years apart never mattered, finding comfort in each others endless rants
Spending time like the past when we know that this won't last
But you make my heart race and feel euphoria I can't explain

And our paths have crossed once again
Yet our bond is still the same
But we can never capture those innocent feelings of the past

I can't help but think if I wasn't so stubborn
All those times I could've loved you, but I chose to be a total jerk
I know that it's over and this will never last
You're back to the ignoring and acting like I'm just the past
I'm not mad, I'm just telling you I understand
You loved me so much and all I ever did was make you sad

I want you to hold my hand and make me feel all the pain I caused you
I want you to hold my hand because I still lay awake at night crying for you
My angel I'm deeply sorry
Our love once unbreakable now fragmented in the past

I spend these nights thinking of what could've been and think of all the stars we could've seen
The future always looked bright when I had you, my shooting star didn't come true