Blue Stoplights - Better Off Lyrics

There are many paths to the same conclusion
I prefer to ignore most to avoid confusion
But one could be that it's not worth it
Continuing on without a purpose

But I don't want to use that voice
I'm better off if I feel I don't have a choice
I don't want to make all that much noise

It's easier to justify
Just that kind of thinking
But then you sit & wonder why
You feel your ship is sinking
But I'm not satisfied
Dismissing all that logic
But falling into it you just get bit
So I split the difference

But I don't want to pick a side
I'm better off if I feel I can slide right on by
I don't want to make an awful cry

It makes it worse to hold it in
But I can't help it
I think it through & mull it down
'Til i feel confident
I don't know why
Have over half a mind but I never speak it
It's like I'm keeping a secret

My mind's a convection oven
But I can't share its heat
Am I incomplete?