Blue Thicc Fish - It Is Now Safe To Turn Off Your Computer Lyrics

Audio log forty seven, I think Ive finally found the words to express myself after the whole Phoenix Industries ordeal, I wrote it to a song
I'm no song writer, but at least it'll take my mind off things

I'm alive
I'm unscathed
Don't know how
But my plans have changed

I was short sighted, (What were you thinking Hiro?) The rage, fear, blinding
Was that me
I know I'm just yelling, (Was it worth the pain Hiro?) into a void, endless
Tormenting of innocents
Who am I

All this pain, is coming back to haunt me
I've ruined lives, Ive stooped down to their level
Endless waves, of automaton intruders
I think its safe to turn off my computer

I'm not afraid to admit my mistakes (Change my ways)
But I'm terrified of accepting my fate (What I became)
This part of my life is a story best left untold (Thought that's best forgot)
But as Cara used to say, perfect's just a game (Every rose has thorns)

Ill survive
You cant always be right
I know I'm just fine
If so, why can't I sleep at night

My actions are, unforgiveable, abysmal
Desperate, thought process just plain cynical
I can't face, these subhuman intruders
I think its safe to turn off my computer
Begging, screams and cries and pleas
All echo through the chambers
Conflictions plenty, dilemmas many
My poor soul is lost at
Seas of tears that I've created
What kind of god am I
Speaking to a log to never be found
But if it is, tell me please

Say someone like me can be redeemed
Say I'm not just flailing in a pointless frenzy
Say that what I've done is in secrecy
I don't know if I'm even me

Rebuild you don't have to stop (But its wrong)
I'm fine
You're so close to unleashing that plot (But its wrong)
I'm fine
What they did will not be forgot (Don't make a right)
I'm fine
Time moves on, so what's the point in fighting an uphill war
I'm fine
Escape from a prison I built (Why leave)
I'm fine
It crumbles, with rubble of guilt (Why leave)
I'm fine
For ages, emotion not felt (Why leave)
I'm fine
But finally I'm free from the endless torment I cursed upon my self

I'm sorry
I'm sorry