BlueSide - Inorganic social life Lyrics

I feel like such a jerk for all the things I left behind
But I don't need no sympathy inorganic social life
And I spend my whole time as a lazy egocentric guy
Doing nothing, dreaming nothing, living nothing but a lie

Here we go again
My self pity is just a lame excuse
To cut me off again

I don't know why it always ends up this way
It gives me hell whenever I am alone
And at times like this I never know what to say
'Cause I've never felt this empty before

I'm done with all these people, I don't care
And I'm so tired of chasing dreams that never come true
It's just another waste of time
If I can't keep on hating everyone
Then tell me what to try
To feel better with myself
When I realize it's all my fault

Just remember it
My self pity is just a lame excuse
'Cause I don't wanna feel alive today

I don't know why it always ends up this way
It gives me hell whenever I am alone
And at times like this I never know what to say
'Cause I've never felt this empty before