BlueSlayer - Death Note Lyrics

You know
You were never the type to give up no matter what you just kept going so
Seeing you like right now is kind of a surprise
Are you okay with giving up like this
Giving y'all a headnote
Before you start the chapter and turn the page
As you reading you realize this is my death note
I don't promote the idea of self harm
But I keep it to my chest the bullet sounds the alarm
Tell you my problems Id rather grab the remote
23 we can talk about who the f*ck is the goat
Niggas be saying Jordan
I'm a fan of LeBron
Go ahead and disagree
Shout and tell me I'm wrong
Am I wrong for writing hoping and praying for my demise
The crabs say I'm outta pocket
Well Unc has got a disguise
Self Poison I aint packing Power like you prolly think
My mind is Speed racing Raining blood so don't you f*cking blink
I'm the funny man I gotta carry Kevins Hart
Fight the pain like Nate Diaz Ill have him critique the art
All these spores around us got you niggas sleeping on me
Private life Ion want no friends peeping on me
Yall my dogs sorry that you gotta see me like this
Splashing threes like Austin Reaves John Wick cant beam me like this
Lord don't leave me like this
Know we aint on good terms but I know you see my demons f*cking teaming like this
Maybe I should take my ass on up to Boston
Tell me what's the cost
To set a hit on me tell Jason go and off him
Stop reaching you radio man down
Feel like Tatum on the Celtics
Say we did that when he pops me
Well Blue tell me why you feeling down
Blue Is f*cking clown don't call me that shit
Cuz I won't associate
His narcissism can ruin your optimism
He thinks he's beyond a god
And he bullies those with the tism
Were beyond two different people but both still going to hell
Gave up faith in religion and Blue should be in a cell
For all the people he's hurt in the public eye you cant tell
Because he's busting rhymes your hypnotized when he sings like Adele
I should put the jersey up
I can name two dozen reasons I don't deserve to be heard I got the list
But I know I should hurry up
You can add like six to that as of late
Chef curry put it up and I'm accepting my fate
Visions getting blurry but I don't think that it really matters
Don't remember me
Mama please don't hurt and don't shatter when blood splatters
I wanted this to happen from the very beginning
When I lose y'all win that means Everyone's winning
I never wanted attempts for the run to end
When I need to cool off I got hours for runs to spend
Lucid dreams hopping on the middle school trends
When I'm all sad I'm never glad about my life or my friends
If I don't take my life then what will I do
If this song is on the album then I guess you can go assume that it's true
Your Uncle Shadow loves your music
He loves the fact you're different
Just like my music I'm a lizard
I'm constantly shape shifting
One day I rap the next day I'm trynna be Billie Eilish
I'm saying f*ck Blue in a early to midlife crisis
I'm doing all this while I'm saying that I'm the nicest
To ever hop on a track
I'm convinced that I'm just a virus
I'm just a virus
So get me off your computer
The browsing world is so toxic its full of internet shooters
Do something that they don't like grab addresses and get the booters
Telling me to off myself with no second thoughts your a tumor
I aint different
I'm somebody that's saying they love change
Every song I write you notice the flow is always the same
I'm telling you how bad I am even with nothing to gain
The ones I hurt I'm very sorry I was causing you pain
Ten times worse than niggas who typing on keyboards
I'm ready to lose friends
I'm ready to drop lore
Once upon a time a nigga got angry and dropped his sister
Sure he's a little young but it didn't matter to mister
Son look at your hands and tell me what do you see
Father I see blood from everybody but me
So you're the scum of the earth that's what you wanna be
I said father please forgive me
He said the audacity
Wanted to raise a son but this is how you treat women
Tell me what I should do Ill let you make the decision
I can either beat your ass with a belt or take out my fists
Experiment how many body shots do you think you can dish
Only one way
I had to know how it felt so that hopefully someday
I can see that you're okay
Being held down by sins I committed
Redemptions underway
I pray that you recover so swiftly
I won't spray
Any hatred out
Ironic a slayer that won't slay
Am I a pacifist or masochist
Someone that obeys
I can take a hit wont dish it out
Said that I won't betray
All the teachings my father taught me
Till every sin is repaid
See you're being too hard on yourself