Seeking redemption
Swore to God I wasn't the same
Got the attention
Looking back the shit I said was lame
It cannot be helped
I'm the type of nigga to melt down explode on other people blame everyone but myself
Shit is unhealthy
Least I'm better than back before
I used to talk in punches now hold it that's different lore
Running off the devil's fuel yeah I hated you to your core
You only showed me love and you always opened your doors
And now that you're done
Hatred finally feels that its won
But part of me feels empty I told myself I'm a bum
I don't need a trial
I believe that its well deserved
Aint thought about your feelings just wanted what I preferred
We both stubborn and we know that
Aint wanna move a damn inch
And then I told myself if you do not move I'm not gonna switch
I left that space just being real I aint wanna have that call
I turned apologies into a brawl
I'm sorry I'm so toxic
I'm sorry I'm so toxic
I'm so toxic
I'm so toxic
And there's nothing I can really do
I'm so toxic
I'm so toxic
It's really bad that I done hurt you
My apologies
Weather you listen or not it's no worries
I'm making this shit as a symbol of my self reflection
I felt you testing me
Anger had got the best of me
We thought that it was funny but you were reacting different
I felt you jumping the gun
Said I had resentment
I wanted to go move on
But new issues had been invented
I can't talk it out
And I know that's just what you want
But unless I can feel the 8s I don't care and I'm nonchalant
I can't open up
I'm pretty sure that we both know that
If I was given the option I wouldn't change if I go back
I know that's real harsh to say
But I don't think I can change
I'm just really honest and real good at causing these blood stains
War never has a winner
And violence aint backed by logic
Knowing that I ran wanting to change the topic
I'm getting both sides but my views never changed
Please know that I am staying the same
I guess that's real toxic
I'm sorry I'm so toxic
I'm so toxic
I'm so toxic
And there's nothing I can really do
I'm so toxic
I'm so toxic
It's really bad that I done hurt you