BlueSlayer - Please Dont Remember Me When Im Dead Lyrics

Please don't remember me when I'm dead
Please don't remember me when I'm dead
Please don't remember me when I'm dead
Please don't re
Please don't re
Please don't re
Please don't remember me
Lost my life to my temper see
I got some anger issues
Put me down
And come dismember me
I don't like hurting people
I would rather hurt myself
I kind of tried that already
Cause I was hurting someone else like my sister
My twin
Our time together had ended
Cause I had called you something bad
I knew you would be offended
You don't gotta forgive me
God I can't even forgive myself
Exile me from this world we in
So I can't hurt no one else
I'm a bully
I only go after the small and the weak
I lost my temper
Beat my sister
Mama called me a freak
My father beat my ass
I stayed inside my room for a week
Weeks turn to months
Months turn to years
And now I can't even speak
I only talk behind computer screens
I waste my life playing games
Drawing comics
Draw myself just shooting laser beams
Now I'm stuck in my room
This is my safe place
Cause if I leave and I get mad
I'm scared that I'll go
F*ck
You know that I'm a walking time bomb
I try to get my mind calm
Get away from other people
Mama's sad I skipped my last prom
I can't help it
Can't make friends
No longer socializing
See the look of disgust in her eyes
It's really traumatizing damn
Please don't remember me when I'm dead
Please don't remember me when I'm dead
Please don't remember me when I'm dead
Please don't re
Please don't re
Please don't re
Please don't remember me when I'm dead
Please don't remember me when I'm dead
Rest in peace to my gramps
I really loved him dearly
Please listen well and pay attention
Cause I know you hear me
Don't understand why you have left me this ring
Yes, I really appreciate it
And the joy that it brings
But I don't bring no joy
So therefore you shouldn't have gave it to me
The gift of God is too pure
And it burns and I can't endure it
But I got a tight grip
Hope and pray that you can still cure me
Ensure me
That I can live with love
Asking God for some signs
He will not answer me
Send letters up above
Don't mean to be disrespectful
You gotta be disappointed
Been told that I was disgraceful
My presence was just a poison
It's annoying how you praise me
Pleasure addiction
A demon with many flaws
But the fam still thinks I'm amazing
I just need a whole lot of spacing
It's crazy
I pray for God to erase me
I need your blessing
Confessing
All of my sins
Schemes
And problems I'm facing
Please don't remember me
I'm begging for it
My worlds a square box
Push everyone away
I hope my heart can help prepare me for it
What am I getting for it
I'm alone
I'm in a graveyard
Your spirits just haunting
Yelling
And asking
Why the f*ck I couldn't save y'all
It's because I couldn't save myself
Non resisting temptation
Destroying my little mind
Other men know the situation
Causing pain and all this suffering
Uttering shit to hurt y'all
Mama had a son with some horns
It should've concerned y'all
And I'm learning
If y'all forget about me when I'm gone
Would you finally find peace
And I righted all of my wrongs aye
Please don't remember me when I'm dead
Get my name and face out your head
Please don't remember me
Please don't remember me when I'm dead
Get my name and face out your head
Please don't remember me
Please don't remember me when I'm dead
Get my name and face out your head
Please don't remember me
Please don't remember me
Don't remember
Please don't re
Please don't re
Please don't re
Please don't remember me
Please don't remember me
Don't remember
Please don't re
Please don't re
Please don't re
Please don't remember me
Please don't remember me
Don't remember
Please don't re
Please don't re
Please don't re
Please don't remember me
Self solving all my problems
I won't call a friend
I got heart and soul
I'll tell you now
That this is not the end
Other niggas giving up
They like to break
They like to bend
I lost it all
But every time
Imma do it all again
That shit was hard
Ay pops you trynna hop on this shit