I don't know what I've seen
Maybe something dark coming out of my soul
And it's something I can't explain
But when it's close you'll feel so cold
I don't know what I've done
But I think it only hurts myself
And it's something I didn't plan
And I'm ashamed to call for help
And I can't get up
I'm sinking deeper to the core
And this is too much
My head is asking me for more
Yeah I feel the best I can when it's late at night
And I don't care if I will be someone nobody likes
Yeah I feel the best when I'm alone and in control
And I don't care if you want to take me out of this hole
Do you see what I see
Maybe I'm the only one aware
You all like so much company
And you pretend how much you care
Do you feel what I feel
I should just accept the brutal truth
That I've got midnight on my side
I feel the best without all of you
And I can't get up
I'm sinking deeper to the core
And this is too much
My head is asking me for more
Yeah I feel the best I can when it's late at night
And I don't care if I will be someone nobody likes
Yeah I feel the best when I'm alone and in control
And I don't care if you want to take me out of this hole
And I can't get up
I'm sinking deeper to the core
And this is too much
My head is asking me for more
And I like it when it's quiet
When everybody's asleep and I can riot
Don't you try to banish me