You ain't got no reasons to why you wanna leave me
But i just wanna f*cking cry
All you do is flee
I just wanna go and tear up in this f*cking hennessy
Drinking it, chug it down, cuz i wanna f*cking leave this life (Yeah)
I'm, f*ckin dying
This depression clouding my mind
I'm so violent
Poison in my veins filling up my casket (Yeah yeah)
Feelin like i'm Kobe, throwing my life in the basket
Gun in my hands, i feel insane
Bout to pull the trigger and go blow up all my brain
Demons in my head manifesting all this pain
Sorrow in my mind, this the shit that i can't maintain
I wanna stand in the rain
These dark thoughts won't go away i still feel the same
Everything i f*cking do is all done in vain
All these thoughts in my brain fueling all this pain
Nicotine up in my bloodstream I just wanna go
Some please kill me I just wanna f*cking float
I will never be the same, switching up my flow
Disappearing from this life, like a motherf*cking ghost
Crying in my bedsheets as I go and lie
You ain't got no reasons, you really ain't gotta lie
I don't wanna f*cking die
But all this hennessy in my cup proving otherwise
Crawling in my deathbed, by my f*cking self
Everybody is gonna leave me, it already f*cking hurts
Digging up my f*cking grave, 6 feet in the dirt
Watch me pull up dead in this hearse
I just wanna get rid of this f*cking curse
I just wanna go and pop all these motherf*cking percs
I just wanna f*cking fly and then go reverse
Fly back in time and i'll f*cking kill myself before i f*cking started living
I wish i was a late term abortion, I'm so driven
I'm so fed up with this f*cking life
I'm so fed up, someone end my line
No reason to f*cking leave me
All I wanna do is cry, all you ever do is f*cking flee
You ain't got no reasons to leave me alone in this field
I'm fiend, you're a fool, all you did was leave me and treated me like a tool
All I did was cry, all you wanna do is leave and flee
Nicotine mixing up my bloodstream with kerosene in my veins