Paracusia (feat. Kayelin Ryder) Video (MV)

The thoughts in my head tend to be so negative
But I try my hardest to see the brighter side of things
Like when you left me for dead
With your shovel in my hand
At least you gave me the tool to dig my own grave
And this might be dramatic
But this is how I am
Spilling my emotions
Until the bitter end
Can you hear the voices in my head
They're screaming at me
You're not worth anything
But I find it hard to believe
This time I've got a choice
To fight against this lonely noise
To process the pain inside
And find myself without you
And I think that I might be paranoid
I can't escape all the thoughts of you I try to avoid
I search for anything to forget your memory
Well I do what I have to do to bear the void
And this might be dramatic
But this is how I am
Spilling my emotion
Until the bitter end
Can you hear the voices in my head
They're screaming at me
You're not worth anything
But I find it hard to believe
This time I've got a choice
To fight against this lonely noise
To process the pain inside
And find myself without you
I thought I would fight with you
But my thoughts are construed
Were you really there or made up in my head
The pain I put you through there's no excuse
But my unsettling mind and attachment issues
I thought I would fight with you (Get out)
But my thoughts are construed (Not again)
Were you really there or made up in my head (You'll never be good for me)
The pain I put you through there's no excuse (The love you gave to me won't change)
But my unsettling mind and attachment issues (How you hurt us so easily)
And this might be dramatic
But this is how I am
Spilling my emotions
Until the bitter end
Can you hear the-
Voices in my head
They're screaming at me
You're not worth anything
But I find it hard to believe
This time I've got a choice
To fight against this lonely noise
To process the pain inside
And find myself without you
I'll find myself without you