I think you broke my heart again
Please don't leave and take my hand
Don't leave and take my hand
Take my hand and stay with me my dear
Everyday I be goin through pain
Sometimes I be feeling insane
Reminisce bout the old days
Ever since you left a lot of shit done changed
See the pills be f*cking up my brain
Recently I haven't been the same
Honestly I'm staying in my lane
Just cause there's a lot niggas I don't claim
See I move too sturdy
Know a lot of niggas wanna hurt me
But I gotta g mama do not worry
Cuz im sending shots feel like curry
(Like)
Is you down to ride if not you is not the guys
Stuck up in my ways I don't not comply
I'll would never switch on my side
See I learned to focus on my self
At the end there's nobody else
And I'm trynna focus on my health
But the pills keep saying I could make it well
Honestly I don't know who to tell
Had a heart but now that shit done fell
Everyday I'm trynna make it well But it's really so hard this world feel like hell
They don't understand what I've been through
And I've been through a lot
I need help too
I've been stuck in this hill
And it's all in my mental
But baby don't worry I'ma help you
I've been feeling this pain
Gon' come soon
I don't wanna go back
And turn to dark rooms
Yeah I know I got a heart
But it's ice cold
Needed the love and it give it to me
Call me to complain when I fumble
Why can't the pain go away
When I was writing this song
I was using this pain
I won't think I was wrong
For pushing out way
When I get mad
I be holding my grave
Yeah I smile a lot
But it's not a real face
Unfortunately I got the joker pain
Being around niggas everyday
Showing love
But I don't want it
The love is fake
They care for you
Love the people you know
Could hurt you the most
It's loyalty with love
I don't believe in that shit
To me that shit all f*cked up
I got a cold heart
It's falling apart
That's why it's hard to show love
I'm not a bad person
Just misunderstood
I'm thugging in and out
I'm a thug