Blxthe - i didn't mean to say that Lyrics

I didn't mean to say that, it's all my fault
I didn't mean to do that, but it's all my fault
I didn't mean to do that, it's all my fault now
I said it's all my fault, no I didn't mean to do that
Goodbye and good riddance, that's some words I live by
So when I meet somebody that I do not wanna deal with
I just build my walls up high and drown in feelings
I don't wanna have to do it but I guess I'll say goodbye
That's the right move I don't need you in my life
That's a sly move but I don't need you in my mind
Even I know that we weren't meant to be entwined
When the day falls, I won't give in
Cause you've been begging and pleading for me to take you back
You've been down on your knees for me to cut you slack
I don't wanna go down that road again
I don't really wanna make amends
I'm just focused on new sounds, I'ma set the trends
I'ma follow up my dream, right into the end
The only way that I'll achieve that, it depends (on me!)
But I didn't mean to say that
I was looking for somebody to complain at
So I'm drinking and smoking just to erase that
But it never really helps my pain
I didn't mean to say that, it's all my fault
I didn't mean to do that, but it's all my fault
I didn't mean to do that, it's all my fault now
I said it's all my fault, no I didn't mean to do that
I didn't- I didn't- I didn't mean to do the things that I did to you
And I- I- I hope that I, never have to see you walking by
You were my supply of oxytocin
There were so many times I was close to overdosing
Now I know that I should never drink your potions (damn)
Guess it's all my fault