Dying Inside Video (MV)

I don't want to be alone
I can't do it on my own
And when I go home
All I do is drunk text your phone
And I'm feeling sad
And I'm feeling mad
And even though I'm not in the wrong
It still hurts

I guess ill go to sleep
And get caught up in these dreams
Cause it seems
The only way I can control of these scenes
Floating around in my head
Of that night you were in someone else's bed

Wish you had the chance to meet the true me
I am not the version that you want me to be
And I'm f*cked up outta my mind
Caught you switching up and I'm dying inside
Wish you had a chance to come n meet me and see
I'm spending all this money - trying to cope with these dreams
Yeah I'm f*cked up outta my mind
Caught you switching up and it ain't worth the time