Bmorejboog - Pain Pt II Lyrics

I be looking at my life
I want to take it forreal, deep down I be hurtin' know how pain really feel
Feel like everybody fake
Real recognize real
I'm gon' take you to the grave all the pain that I felt
By myself I feel hopeless, moms working all day
She don't want eviction notice
At school I feel a way, I don't never really show it
Hard not to go insane with all these flowing mixed emotions
I be having dreams (Yeah) they just turn to nightmares yeah
I be trying to hold the pain but it ain't like that
I want everything to change I need my life back
Time to just focus on me, I can't side track

I don't want to walk and Pout
In real situations you just got to thug it out
I can't trust these women that's why I be in and out
When I went my own lane that's when everything went south
I can't trust you with my secrets, I'd just rather shut my mouth
When I see my demons I just got to shut em' out
Fake friends they call I let it ring
If it ain't the truth don't say a thing
Cuz' I can't let you stop my dreams
I wouldn't trade for anything
Cash really rules everything around me
Wouldn't think it would go change everyone around me
I need my happiness
You don't know how mad I get
Hard trying to battle it
I don't get a bag for this

I be looking at my life
I want to take it forreal, deep down I be hurtin' know how pain really feel
Feel like everybody fake
Real recognize real
I'm gon' take you to the grave all the pain that I felt
By myself I feel hopeless, moms working all day
She don't want eviction notice
At school I feel a way, I don't never really show it
Hard not to go insane with all these flowing mixed emotions
I be having dreams (Yeah) they just turn to nightmares yeah
I be trying to hold the pain but it ain't like that
I want everything to change I need my life back
Time to just focus on me, I can't side track

Oh oh oh
YEAH!
Let's get it Part II

You hit me up and you were uninvited
I do what I do cuz' I know you won't like it
I tried so many times to make you mine
Tell me why you had to waste my time?

Cuz I'm done with it, Feel disrespected if I hear you say my government
Right in front of me you go and let my brother hit?
I ain't see the way you move until I had discovered it
How you rip my heart up out my chest and go and run with it?
I tried to show you love but you just think you so slick
I'm with my demons, they the only ones I'm running with
Can't fall In love no more cuz' ima get my heart broken