Ima die
Loadin' up this nine
Ima blow his mind
When you ever want to cry in right here
When you need me in your life right here
I could never tell a lie I'm forreal
I think I just need time to heal
Day after day I be thinkin'
When will I ever die it get wicked
I committed suicide with my feelings
I don't really want to die I admit
When you ever want to cry I'm right here
When you need me in your life I'm right here
I could never tell a lie I'm forreal
I think I just need time to heal
The way I move I got to move cautious I can't trust knowone
It ain't your fault I just never could ever trust knowone
I don't want to die don't take my life
Cuz my time ain't up
You got the bow and shot the arrow gave me scars from love
I need you to be the one I love
I don't want my demons giving me back rubs
Ima show you how it is, I don't need to act tuff
You be on my mind every single time I act up
Time to make the world feel my pain
All the boys and girls finna know my name
I don't really want to make you feel no way
If I ever leave ima still know your name
Day after day I be thinkin'
When will I ever die it get wicked
I committed suicide with my feelings
I don't really want to die I admit
When you ever want to cry I'm right here
When you need me in your life I'm right here
I could never tell a lie I'm forreal
I think I just need time to heal
Lately I be feeling like imma die
That's why in the house and I'm loading up this nine
Easy shot free throw the type that blow his mind
We still gonna wipe your nose even if you slime
She left me lone that shit really turned me heartless
Something in my body gonna f*ck with you regardless
A cold hearted nigga baby look at what you your started
Geeking off this X got me really going retarded
Some telling me I was here before
Seen so much killing I can't shed no tears no more
Been around it all I can't show no fear no more
Killing and drilling you can't show them no remorse
The demons in my head tell me kill a nigga
Never fold imma be the realest nigga
Imma spit pain until you feel it nigga
Imma spit this pain until you feel it nigga
Day after day I be thinkin'
When will I ever die it get wicked
I committed suicide with my feelings
I don't really want to die I admit
When you ever want to cry I'm right here
When you need me in your life I'm right here
I could never tell a lie I'm forreal
I think I just need time to heal