Bnes - Hold Me Lyrics

(Hold me, OD'd on the ladders and codeine, I'm coding, on the gurney
I OD'd, couldn't save me)

I was eating ladders
Until nothing mattered
Found me lying on the floor
Now I'm barely conscious
I hear paramedics
Closing ambulance doors

Hold me, hold me while I OD
OD, gurney, ambulance doing 90
Hold me, I won't make it there
Hold me, hold me while I OD
OD, gurney, ambulance doing 90
Hold me, cause I'm scared

Wish I could sign the paper
Do not resuscitate
Why the f*ck you think I
Did this in the first place
Please don't tell my mama
I don't wanna break her heart
Cause she won't understand
Why I had to go this far
Over a stupid girl
Shit just don't seem worth it
But you f*cked me up so bad
You made me feel worthless
I love and I hate you
I can't even stand you
But right now hold me cause I'm scared

Hold me, hold me while I OD
OD, gurney, ambulance doing 90
Hold me, I won't make it there
Hold me, hold me while I OD
OD, gurney, ambulance doing 90
Hold me, cause I'm scared

The old me, OD'd on the ladders and codeine
I'm coding on the gurney, I OD'd couldn't hold me, cause you weren't there
The old me, OD'd on the ladders and codeine
I'm coding on the gurney, I OD'd couldn't save me, cause you weren't there