Bny - Somebody Like Me Lyrics

How could you love somebody like this
How could you love somebody like me
We just drift away every day
Why would you love somebody like this
How could I love somebody like this
I wouldn't love somebody like me
I just drift away every day
Why would you love somebody like this

I just want to go back to the days where we used to laugh
Now I'm known as the kid with the broken heart
We used to be a team, but we on the half time
And you've got a man, and I've got the mic right
But I don't know what the f*ck to do
Sending me pics of your ass in his bathroom
Get the shits when I ask what you trynna prove
If you really wanna love me then where's the proof
Cause I don't wanna f*ck around no more
I'm getting to old for the shit
Only twenty but I know what I want from my life
And girl it's not this shit
Never on the right path, always the first to fall back
Was tought to be kind, but with girls I fall flat
If she treated me the way I treated her
I'd have left in an instant but I'll never learn

How could I love somebody like this
How could you love somebody like me
We just drift away every day
Why would you love somebody like this
How could I love somebody like this
I wouldn't love somebody like me
I just drift away every day
Why would you love somebody like this?

CAuse I mask the pain, by drinking like every day
Smoking at home till I can't feel the shame
Know it's a joke when I'm feeling this way
Cause the heart that is broken, not part of a saint
I think I deserve all the the things that I feel
The thoughts in my mind are no longer surreal
It's really a problem that I am alive
Cause I'm hurting the people who want me to try
To be me, and not the monster I've become
The kid who was joking and loving the up
The kid who was open to having some fun
Not the kid who is locked in a unit for one
I'm breaking the cycle by emptying bottles
That carried me through all the shit I had bottled
I knew I had space so I opened the throttle,
And aimed at the pole when I know I don't want to
I'm joking though, I know there's reasons to try
I'm trying disguise all the times that I've lied
It's easy to give up, it's harder to win
So hold up your head and be proud of it kid
I know that you sorry for all you have done
There's no need to worry I'm not one to judge
Maybe she wanting to see what I am
For she falls for a mask cause she needing a man