Struck a match absentmindedly
Surprised to see it light
Raise it to my lips
Just to blow it out
Repeat ad infinitum
Creating light and life
With little to no effort
Repeat ad infinitum
And in this moment I am god
And I hate myself for it
In this moment I am alive
And I cherish every breath
And in this moment I am god
I've ransacked my own temple
And I've defaced my own walls
And now I wander round
Inside the blackened halls
I spend every dark day
Praying to myself
"Illuminate the way
To find some help"