Crash Video (MV)

I'm a son of an Angel, so why I got evil in me
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
That's when my demons get me
They get to creeping, I get to thinking
They're about to bleed me empty
Knowing they will, I got some pills
And went on a feeding frenzy
I ain't wanna drink like that
Never wanna think like that (No)
I ain't wanna smoke like this
Just quit, but I came right back (Woah)
I'm stuck in my ways, that's evident
I don't wanna change, I never did
I put my mom in the dirt on my birthday in 2011 and ever since
I just been running, running, running
This shit is getting repetitive
I just quit smoking this morning
Tonight I'll be back on that medicine
I'll probably be stuck in that shed again
Probably be thinking I'm dead again
If I even think about sleeping, though
I'ma be up all night banging my head again
Mama, I been living fast
How come nothing ever lasts
Mama, I been living fast
How come nothing ever lasts
How come nothing ever lasts
Mama, I think I'ma crash
How come nothing ever lasts
Mama, I think I'ma crash